More than anything

Inception

2010-08-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey! Good evening to all .
I had a thought ; wouldn't it be fun if we experience lucid dream every time? It often require lots of time to come to realize that you're dreaming. When you finally realized you're dreaming , it's always time to wake up . When i dreamed of her , my spirit is always light , no pressure , stress , sorrow and unhappiness . Just like a carefree toddler , no tired mind and bones , just jumping around . If i could use my mind to create the environment , i would remove some modern technology and replace them with nature . If modern technology ever reach to a point where seasons can be shifted , i might change my view towards technology.
What i least expected , the dream that i ever longed for became true , makes me wanna say i love u , baby .

Problems

2010-08-16T08:12:00.000-07:00

Konichiwa mina-san~
Life used to be so colorful and vibrant with you by my side , problems were easy to overcome with minimum effort . But it's very different now , the pressure is getting too heavy . I find it difficult to stand up again if i fell in the emotion state .
Now i know it's difficult to be a good person , because being nice invite rumors and other negative impressions(acting,posing..) It's like everyone oversees my good intentions.I'm the ice breaker and you're the fucking relationship breaker.
Next, I think bm is really screwing everyone's mind , fighting/quarreling over bm is a fucking stupid thing. Since playing bm is screwing people's mind , im ready to stop lest i become insane .

I don't mind .... best lie.

2010-08-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

I can say "I love you" in many languages and in dialects , if only you will give me the chance. More than just "i love you" in English/Mandarin/Japanese . Ichi chansu wo ataemasu , neng gou zheng ming wo de cheng yi , but please don't try so hard to say goodbye to me.

Oyasuminasaii , Wan an , Good night
Koibito , lian ren , baby.

I'm still thinking

2010-08-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

It really sucks when you have no place to hang around after school , because you know you'll have to take your books to study/revise. Suppose to be locked outside the house because some bitch had taken the house keys zZz . Luckily for me , nich invited me to his "last" jam for the o levels examination and was there to kill time . Okay the jamming session was freaking loud and was feeling really uncomfortable at that time , but they finally played a song which i could join nick in . HEY GIRL YOU KNOW YOU ME CRAZY~~
Sigh.. I really do not know what do i want now. I just want my other half to share some common interests and different ones; balanced . If one totally share the same interests as i have , it sure is boring without debates and conflicts . If two people totally share the same interests , why would you bother to find your other half if you know that you are doing what you can be done by yourself , not depending on each other . I am feeling really stressed and pressured right now , like really , i had subconsciously walk into a wall at home . The pressure on my shoulders; my bag consisted of a math TYS , jotter book , pencil case and a handful of notes had already felt like 20kg , i really do not know what's wrong with me already . Perhaps only YOU can save me from this plight right now . I'm not begging or pleading for you to come back or start afresh , but to prove i am TRUE . Fake smiles behind screwed emotions.

Kanashi i-otoko

分手的那阵子。。

2010-08-12T06:26:00.000-07:00

Yup, ever since that night, i've never met you on the streets. Today while aboard the bus , i had an instinct just before passing your school , that i would somehow or rather see you once more. And it happened . With such precision i looked into one direction and a familiar frame appeared .Seeing you from the bus , hopeless i was , i couldn't do anything but just look at you , more charming than before . How i wished that i could share that smile of yours . is it really over...

Sigh.

2010-08-11T07:08:00.000-07:00

Reminiscing about the past , when you pecked me twice on both cheeks , simply trips me out to see how "lovey dovey" before. I don't know what made the change of feelings towards me but i swear i am totally true towards you . Though chances of us being back together again is really slim , but i am sitting right here , waiting , waiting for a miracle to happen . I have never blamed you for being unable to turn up for our scheduled dates , never blamed you for anything , but the mistake of inviting a third party into our relationship . True , i did get heated up that night , even the mirror beside me had turned foggy , because everything you said is totally unbearable for me to remain calm , so i had to retaliate a little. But little that i expect , things did not go the way i thought it to be , the worst scenario , breaking up . Sigh . Browsing through the photo album in my phone on random , came upon the photos of us together , my heart sunk upon seeing some of the shots . I really cherished every moment baby . I don't know how i managed to write all these , but i am sure i still can't get over you . I hope i will live to see the day you back by my side again . I'm waiting......

Hello

2010-04-22T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hello!
It's been a long while since I had update this , low traffic blog .
Let's begin with saturday , went for pds rehearsal training late because i could not wake up despite the alarm ringing , haha. Met Shushun, Lester and Qingyong inside the Ncc room slacking alamak.. Had a few rehearsals which i think were okay , seriously need a lot more practices .. Took some videos of the rehearsals , even have small kids having fun in the room . Here's the link to the video . http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=1375015810872. After training , went to Hougang mall to have lunch at KFC , ate the most haha . Had lots of fun hanging out with them and i hope to do so in the near future .
This week have been tiring , study study and PDS rehearsals .. Oh , and i beat my previous records of number of pull-ups hehe , did 12 to break my previous of 11 ..
Today , had had the longest chemistry remedial woohoo , think i recouped all the lectures that i've missed . That's all for now , thank you for reading ..
Sign off , Noah

What a day ..

2010-04-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

Dai ga hou! Kup ngor yi dim si gan xong gam yat yau meh si..
Oh!
8.33am,Montfort secondary school,serangoon north ave 1,singapore .
Late because of bus technical failure =.= , happening too often , don't even bother explaining to the DM man .. Went up to class , first thing i heard was someone calling me ah tong , dunno what the hell is that sia ... -.- Settled down to complete my English corrections.. Next is some cruel thing , was playing with kenneth , i lunged a minimum strength punch at his side , somehow my fist penetrated through the fats and i felt the rib bones on my knuckles .. Sorry ... Next thing i want to share is that , the pinches of women really hurts . Our class' chio bu pinched me when i make the "GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENE" scream , told her " ngor mou yok kup lei pinch , pinch kenneth instead xD "
1.00pm,Somewhere in singapore
Went to walk around montfort's vicinity , nothing much here but big houses :( sigh...
Went back to school soon after for NCC , so i called shushun to check where he was , little did i knew that he give the phone to ms xu , stunned to hear " eh.. hie noah... "
Shushun voice cracked? haha .. "Err oh hi ms xu .." i replied .. Went to library to find them , where they having ss remedial , joined soon after . Woo Now i'm confident in tackling those SEQ's ..,
3.00pm,Room which is in total mess
PDS... Mou wa hor gong ... Freestyle was alright, just that today there one person less in the squad .. Just have more confidence and be focused and they're perfect ..
Sigh.. Went back home with shushun at 4 o'clock sharp , i sat down and watch tv , but unknowingly dozed off zZz.. Okay , many happenings today , i shall stop here le ..
Sign off , Noah

Active days

2010-04-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

Wooo~!
I am proud to say that , the past few days i've been very active .
Wednesday , during pe , ran 2.4km.. Completed within 11min15 sec , a decrease of 2mins of a year ! :) Great sense of achievement yeah..
3.30pm,Hougang swimming complex,Singapore,
Went to swim around 3plus , went to swim a few laps haha .. Others went there for a motive , to sight-see . Wooo , after some time we went to the medium pool to play "catching" . Either swim or try to wade away from the catcher lor .. The previous time i went in , the water level was until my chest area , now it is at my waist ! Omg..
Thurdays , after being so hardworking in school , went to play basketball for an hour , I've got a power team la , haha ..
That's all for tonight , oyasuminasaii~ >.< ~ <('.'<)
Sign off , Noah

Me..

2010-04-12T08:42:00.000-07:00

I just wanna play play games and rock with my guitar .. Homework and all don't feel like doing ...
Sign off , Noah yeemo

Ruined day

2010-04-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

Its past midnight now .. And here i am , updating blog..
Sigh.. This morning had overslept for NCC rehearsal , miss xu called me and woke up me up , late by 2 hours .. Went to school ... See part C's freestyle rehearsals and didn't revise our very own pds performance -.- ... Nice one la .. Oh! And thanks to sweet sweet miss xu for the breakfast ..
After school , went to meet edwin for lunch .. Had the most fked up lunch today , really make anyone's stomach turn at the sight of it . Send edwin to bus stop to flag for a cab . After that , visit the entire Hougang street 51 estate , which was previously where my old house was located , currently occupied by banglahs .. Visited granduncle(also within the estate) . My clinic , nursery all within that estate .. Sigh , all these things , make me realized how much i've grown , how much pain , sorrow , misery and hassle after leaving this place .. How much stress i have to endure .. How i have learned to be independent and let others depend on me .. And i learned something , if someone can't contribute to society or any activities because of laziness and give redundant opinions , should just ask him/her to fuck off right? Yup .
All I want to do now is to wade across the sea of tranquility , release me from the grasp of heavy responsibility ,relieve the stress , revitalized the tired bones and state of mind ..
命就算颠沛流离，更不该舍弃。。我会继续下去，通过这障碍！

Sup..

2010-04-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone ..
Everyone is feeling tired , including me , zz.. There is nothing much this few days but baby ask me to update blog so just update lor ... Zz
Sign off , Noah

Badboy

2010-04-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

Good evening peeps!
WooOo!! This morning i had a hard time getting up from bed lah.. I had to drag my heavy body to the bathroom ... Sigh! After refreshing myself , i wanted to test the new route to school but find that i have not much time left , thanks to the stupid lift .. So.. boring wait for bus , boring journey , boring marching to school , boring borING BORING!
Settled down at the assembly ground . I can't stand beside kenneth sia ... he is like the decapitated figure of me ; can't block the freaking sunlight ... GAHHH! One sided burnt face .
During ; some people hor .. scurried near my sit to take photos of me , even got an angle which can be used to blackmail me as sex scandal .. Fml.
After school , bought an ice cream to chill , phewww.. ice mint.. Went hougang mall to have tea break .. had kway chap and a couple of fruits ..
Thanks all for today , nothing interesting here..
Sign off . Noah

sunday

2010-04-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

Okay , today was a really short day for me , because from the time i woke up , at 1040(kenneth woke up me) arigato gozaimasu^^ .. And somebody hor ... overslept until 1pm(jk , no offense intended) .
So at 12pm i began my chinese tuition , after that had lunch , study science from lunch to 530 ... Went to Ave 8 for the western food. I had fried rice with chick cutlet , OMG the skin of the chicken tasted like bread la ! Eww !
Reach home , online awhile then exercise session , bathe then settle down here to Facebook and Blog . That's all for today folks =D , thanks and happy reading !
Sign off . Noah

Good Friday

2010-04-02T07:48:00.000-07:00

Dai ga hou!
Dai yat , dor zeh lei moon chao yat dim si gan le dok ngor ge blog ^^ ... Ngoi seh lei >.<
Secondly , good Friday is really "good" as i had really read the chinese handbook of vocabulary .. and practice the guitar tabs for "sorry sorry" ^^ \m/...
Thirdly , just finished exercising , bathe and burger-ing ... feel so sextisfied ..
oOoOhh yeahh...
Jealousy , turning saints into the sea , swimming through sick lullabies , choking on your alibis.. Oops , it's time to sign off le .. zoi kin !
Sign off , Noah

Stressed

2010-03-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

大家好！好久没看到你们了！（呵呵）
第一，我想告诉大家这次的研讨不错。。比去年的还好一些。。：）
第二，下午的天气还挺降温的，空气很潮仿佛走进了加油站手工清洗。。
最后，我经常被marcus ang 性骚扰，很尴尬咯。。每次让老师看到了，误会我和他一起gay哦。。请相信我！！如果他不来打扰我。。生活会好得多，灿烂的太阳将会亮好多了。。
时间不早了。。哦呀朱迷哪赛！！
Sign off , Noah

Sian

2010-03-29T08:25:00.000-07:00

Konnichiwa!!!
Woow this morning woke up feeling like crap , backache , reluctant to go to school ... Sigh.. I was very tired and don't feel like leaving my bed ..
-Boring bus journeys-
-Boring assembly-
-Boring ss lesson- Sleeping pill -
After school bought an ice cream to liven up my spirit due to the hot weather.. Well , at least today it rained at the perfect timing , right after i reached ah ma house .. Weather was cool , napped for 2 hours ahhh.. Haha niggers out there got their shoes wet while im dry and cool ^^ Lastly, DAMN THE WORKSHOP TOMORROW!! Predict that my brain cells will die , can't remember my name le..
Sign off , Noah
That's all for today ... Arigato gozaimasu yomitori youni

Yay

2010-03-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

Hellooo Everrrrryone !! I'm heere trying to learn how to tork in scorttisssh..
Okay , so i started out with a bad morning , cause i was awaken by the birds chirping around 8 plus..
Had told adella to wake me up at 9 which she did, thx ..
Woooo! Its been 2 weeks since i last warcraft3/l4d2 man.... really have been studying hard.. Sorta achievement rrrright? Hmm... after breakfast ... had chinese tuition , handed up some quality composition ^^ Because i only saw a few minor wrong usage of characters only.. Just needed some time and there you get the quality work...
After lunch , settled down in front of the pc , listened to some songs while completing my math .. Oh yeah, i did . My ears kinda felt relieved man ..
Okay thats all for today... just happy that i'm in the studying route now...
Sign off, Noah .

Lol

2010-03-27T08:56:00.000-07:00

I want my rest

2010-03-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Good evening mr.blog !
Today is school's sports day! Started out the day at mac with Darren teo , at ave 8.. Leslie was late so he didn't get to eat .. Went to the opposite bus stop for bus 147 , had to wait for mr.eyeballcramp to hurry up .. SIGH! Lol serangoon is filled with so many terance houses , take up so much land that's why serangoon is "big" .. Love my class man ... So enthusiastic ...Probably the main reason why our house won ^^ woots!
Damn!! While drinking milo , kinda miss aimed , pour directly above my upper lip and it flow along the moustache area... Luckily brought an extra shirt to change and thanks deon for the tissues:) .. SOME PEOPLE HOR! Have to secretly take photo of me changing .. Omg there is so many gays out there waiting to prey on young guys :( ..
Next , ngor moon hoi hougang mall sek kway chap .. seh man leh... ngor mo qin la... pang bin ngor yao leong gok tai kok yan , sek hou dor fan ge ... =.= ..
Lastly, met dumb adella in popular , dunno what she is searching for lol... talk some crap , asked me physics questions then walk back together somewhere then she desert me .. >:( Its okay, then move on to hougang plaza to play pool .. Thats all for today ...
Signing off, NOAH

Stressed

2010-03-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

First of all , i think adella ong is dumb and noisy. .
Secondly, about the guy in brastripe incident , really impacted so hard on my pure soul , never seen such an incident before , LOL .
第三，现在的学生面对的压力极大，老师也不体谅他们，还实施期限。。Ohno!
White hairs abundant , time diminished , stress on the rise , zen in peril.

Adella is gay

2010-03-24T07:00:00.000-07:00

Damn it she force me to create blog and make go through all the trouble to revive this near death account:( Aww damn.. im feeling hungry again ...

2008-12-15T19:33:00.000-08:00

BONJOUR!!!! ITS BEEN A LONG LONG LONG WHILE SINCE I LAST BLOGGED. I've been lazy to update blog , and either too busy or tired to visit this site. Okay, during the 3 weeks , a lot of good thing happen some bad thing. On 2nd and 3rd december , went to NCC HQ for commandan COC Parade. Wanted to meet lester but scared i late so i take public transport directly to yio chu kang MRT .Reaching soon liao then lester call me , saying he still at Hougang. (=.=) _!_
Then he dun want go liao , leaving me by myself. Going there was HELLL. Go there just to be supporting contingent plus need to put up with the pussy clt very kp. All the ncc land girls unit be GOH and the male GOH arm drills sux like old man with an umbrella. During the time there , met some new friends and punggol sec part B . The worst activity is training under the hot hot sun. After the two days of Mercy-less training under the sun , i become indian liao lar . eff-ing pain and can feel the skin peeling like potatoes. >='(.
Next , a very pleasant surprise . Dad's bought me a new guitar. Now can rock all i want. Got a cool amplifier and few pretty picks. Met uncle and family when i was making the purchase . That's all for now .
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RIPMYBELLYYYY YYYY

2008-11-23T20:43:00.001-08:00

Good afternoon!
Wow ! its been 10 days since i last update blog le . That's fast . Okay , i will post this post with multiple days . Last monday , went to watch madagascar 2 with 5 guys and 3 girls . The show was not bad cause it made me laugh all the way but its too short. After that go roam around AMK hub see whether wanna buy anything there .
19 nov : first day of camp , everyone dam sad dunno whether wanna go or not. In the end , we decide to go . The camp strength only the size of one platoon wtf... then can only divide into four groups . I join group four , got active cadets . Around 11+ got lecture and more lectures until 12 . Went to collect my books. My ahma was waiting at the back gate then she brought me duck porridge , sandwich and kueh , oishi ! After lunch , we played some stupid games like water bombs . The most disgusting game was the banana passing using ONLY your mouth. The last guy in the row suffers the most because the banana would be so short that he may lose his first kiss.
20 nov : Second day of camp , woke up earlier than anyone else , to go shooting competition .Go there wasted 6 hrs of my life waiting for our turn . Scored 18/24 not bad eh . Every time i fired a shot i will close my eyes cause i scared of particles and smoke . Reached school dam tired , but glad to hear that we are leaving camp one day earlier . Later on at night , the whole company had a steamboat dinner together. It was a good meal .
21 nov: went back school to help clean the ncc room . After that went mac for lunch and go play basketball.
Thats all for now. Thanks for reading!
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RIPMYBELLY

2008-11-15T04:22:00.000-08:00

Good evening!!
Haiz.. its been a long long while since i last posted a entry. Okay, today is st gabriel's foundation flag day, so class groups need to go to respective crowded places with respective teachers. My group consists of darrwf and shushun. We went to plaza sing outside to get people donate money . Then got one security guard come tell us not to do it around the christmas tree area. Asked him WHY then give one stupid idiotic pathetic unconvincing thuggish moronic fcuking reason saying "i tell you not to .... here then u better ..... .
Next , about our earnings , we got around ½tin full of coins each. Darren everytime somehow abuse his charm and for some reason got high then got lucky. We have created a human ERP , for crowd control purposes. Sian , cause stand for so long and some people don't want to donate still show jiao bin , dunno how to turn down properly. At least some people turn down nicely you won't feel so down.Met a kind family with a cute lovely white girl whose parents gave her some coins for my "box" , felt good. We decide to take a break for awhile to chill , went to piss. Round 2 : after warming up we decide to complete one cycle of stickers only then go buy ice cream . Half way eating miss ng call shushun saying she already waiting for us in the mrt station , make me swallow one third of ice cream.When we reach hougang , when back school , gave our hard work back to teacher then go 504 play basketball . =)
That's all for today and gracias for reading!! Good night
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RIPMYBELLY

2008-11-09T05:00:00.000-08:00

Good evening!
After 2 days of non-productive activities , finally settled down to blog . Man, today wasn't like my normal sunday . The house was quiet which normally wasn't. No one at home except me . Left my guitar and ah ma h0use , sianz. Found more song tabs to practice on. Haiz training begins tomorrow and the coming up annual camp. Sometimes i wish i was just a cadet again. But no choice , this is life and so get on with it , we age fast =`(
That's all for now , can't really think of anything esle.
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Ripmybelly

2008-11-06T08:14:00.000-08:00

Hola!!

Its been some time since i last posted.Either busy or lazy =) . Okay , today is quite a tiring day. At 12 noon , met shushun and dwarf at shushunnnnnnnnnn's house. Shushun house under renovation , very dusty outside and crowded. Okay so we met and go avenue to have lunch . I had mee siam and it wasn't so bad as i thought. After that, took 72 all the way to AMK and march to NCC HQ . Pass through the gate and a dumb guard on duty shouted at me , to tuck in my shirt but its tight fit so i cant really tuck he also LAN LAN . HA . We go ncc hq to redeem our beloved money and had to wait so long for the %$@%. Me shushun and dwarf did the most terrible crime and we don;t feel guilty at all ;) . So anyway , got back our 30 dollars each , shiok. When back hougang to play basketball. Shushun went off to visit the you-know-what . Met oilrig leslie and arrogant benjamin. Today's game is ruin by dwarf's endless kping and despression.

That's all for today, gracias for reading!

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RIPMYBELLY

2008-11-02T04:33:00.000-08:00

Good evening!
Ok today was a great day. Went to cousin bdae party at her house. She has invited a lot of "chicks" over to her place. Brought swimming costume along . Went to the condominium function room to celebrate the lunch party and singing of bdae song. After celebrate le go swimming and play water bombs. All the "chicks" cant tie balloons so they constantly bug me.Saded. Though they are only 9 years old , but they are terrible headache in large groups. Later on watch iron man and thai ghost movie with my mom , aunts ,uncles and cousin . On one of the scene during the ghost movie , the loud frightening sound made the women scream. "Choke"
Thats all for today and gracias for reading! Gn
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RRRRRR

2008-10-31T07:39:00.001-07:00

Good Evening!
Today woke up late, parents already went to work.Left a message telling me to go ah ma house by myself.Play game a while then left home at 12 SHARP. Go bus stop wait for bus very hard to look up.Now the greendale secondary school students still attending school but me in home clothes, can't stop thinking that they look at me as a school drop out.Was sweating profusely,man what a torture.So today i had plans to cut hair and make new passport size photos cause going to make ic liao wootz, but unfortunately got carried away by other things so never cut hair.Now fringe long keep pricking into my eyes FCUK.Now practising chord changing and speed developers, but somehow my guitar strings tio retuned , need go zhong yang house retune.Later on Gay ask me go his house meet his mom,not the least expected her to look so different from gay.She bought many chewing gums then gay gave me two packets . 6*6*2 = 72. Later gay buy two packets of hor fun , ta bao go his house eat.His mom dun want then keep forcing me to eat cause she say she later then eat.I kept saying no my ah ma bought dinner,FAN AH.Then she gave me one banana then i just take lor , take liao put under computer desk then say finish eating .HEHE.

That's all for today and gracias for taking your time to read this newbie blog.
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RIPMYCLEAVAGE

2008-10-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

Good evening!
Today woke up late , freshen myself and play cs awhile then father call me. He just got back from malaysia, told him i going hougang for lunch then he ^&*&(*!@ . But in the end i still go , dun care.After lunch go hougang mall with ahma , met a lot of express students and nerd gang marcus along the way. Ah ma went to buy toto while me went to harvey norman to find affordable earphone but none suits my liking or too expensive. Sadly walk home empty handed but only brought home a piece of toto paper.Fcuk.After dinner went back home myself , father didnt fetch , admire my bro's hamster carefree life and tada~! settled down to blog,

That's all for today, gracias for reading!
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RIPMYNIPS

Success

2008-10-29T06:14:00.000-07:00

First post!!
Haiz..another sian day during the holidays.What to do? No daily pocket money , nor mood to go out . Today go ahma house , had noodle for breakfast , ahma paid for it again.Felt bad.Went school pre-purchase of books. Later in the noon, got 20 dollars from ahma for passing all subjects.Actually promised 500 dollars but i rather get 50 cause my father will "bank"(=no allowance) the money. Haiz ahma go gamble and ah gong go out , leaving me and my guitar alone at home. No choice practice practice.. can play a few songs le. Great achievement yeah..!

That's all for first post yeah? Good night and gracias for reading!
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RRRRRRR