Konichiwa mina-san~ Life used to be so colorful and vibrant with you by my side , problems were easy to overcome with minimum effort . But it's very different now , the pressure is getting too heavy . I find it difficult to stand up again if i fell in the emotion state . Now i know it's difficult to be a good person , because being nice invite rumors and other negative impressions(acting,posing..) It's like everyone oversees my good intentions.I'm the ice breaker and you're the fucking relationship breaker. Next, I think bm is really screwing everyone's mind , fighting/quarreling over bm is a fucking stupid thing. Since playing bm is screwing people's mind , im ready to stop lest i become insane .