It really sucks when you have no place to hang around after school , because you know you'll have to take your books to study/revise. Suppose to be locked outside the house because some bitch had taken the house keys zZz . Luckily for me , nich invited me to his "last" jam for the o levels examination and was there to kill time . Okay the jamming session was freaking loud and was feeling really uncomfortable at that time , but they finally played a song which i could join nick in . HEY GIRL YOU KNOW YOU ME CRAZY~~ Sigh.. I really do not know what do i want now. I just want my other half to share some common interests and different ones; balanced . If one totally share the same interests as i have , it sure is boring without debates and conflicts . If two people totally share the same interests , why would you bother to find your other half if you know that you are doing what you can be done by yourself , not depending on each other . I am feeling really stressed and pressured right now , like really , i had subconsciously walk into a wall at home . The pressure on my shoulders; my bag consisted of a math TYS , jotter book , pencil case and a handful of notes had already felt like 20kg , i really do not know what's wrong with me already . Perhaps only YOU can save me from this plight right now . I'm not begging or pleading for you to come back or start afresh , but to prove i am TRUE . Fake smiles behind screwed emotions.
