Its past midnight now .. And here i am , updating blog.. Sigh.. This morning had overslept for NCC rehearsal , miss xu called me and woke up me up , late by 2 hours .. Went to school ... See part C's freestyle rehearsals and didn't revise our very own pds performance -.- ... Nice one la .. Oh! And thanks to sweet sweet miss xu for the breakfast .. After school , went to meet edwin for lunch .. Had the most fked up lunch today , really make anyone's stomach turn at the sight of it . Send edwin to bus stop to flag for a cab . After that , visit the entire Hougang street 51 estate , which was previously where my old house was located , currently occupied by banglahs .. Visited granduncle(also within the estate) . My clinic , nursery all within that estate .. Sigh , all these things , make me realized how much i've grown , how much pain , sorrow , misery and hassle after leaving this place .. How much stress i have to endure .. How i have learned to be independent and let others depend on me .. And i learned something , if someone can't contribute to society or any activities because of laziness and give redundant opinions , should just ask him/her to fuck off right? Yup . All I want to do now is to wade across the sea of tranquility , release me from the grasp of heavy responsibility ,relieve the stress , revitalized the tired bones and state of mind .. 命就算颠沛流离， 更不该舍弃。。我会继续下去，通过这障碍！
