Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Inception
Hey! Good evening to all .
I had a thought ; wouldn't it be fun if we experience lucid dream every time? It often require lots of time to come to realize that you're dreaming. When you finally realized you're dreaming , it's always time to wake up . When i dreamed of her , my spirit is always light , no pressure , stress , sorrow and unhappiness . Just like a carefree toddler , no tired mind and bones , just jumping around . If i could use my mind to create the environment , i would remove some modern technology and replace them with nature . If modern technology ever reach to a point where seasons can be shifted , i might change my view towards technology.
What i least expected , the dream that i ever longed for became true , makes me wanna say i love u , baby .
left before the lights came on at 7:38 AM
Monday, August 16, 2010
Problems
Konichiwa mina-san~
Life used to be so colorful and vibrant with you by my side , problems were easy to overcome with minimum effort . But it's very different now , the pressure is getting too heavy . I find it difficult to stand up again if i fell in the emotion state .
Now i know it's difficult to be a good person , because being nice invite rumors and other negative impressions(acting,posing..) It's like everyone oversees my good intentions.I'm the ice breaker and you're the fucking relationship breaker.
Next, I think bm is really screwing everyone's mind , fighting/quarreling over bm is a fucking stupid thing. Since playing bm is screwing people's mind , im ready to stop lest i become insane .
left before the lights came on at 8:12 AM
Saturday, August 14, 2010
I don't mind .... best lie.
I can say "I love you" in many languages and in dialects , if only you will give me the chance. More than just "i love you" in English/Mandarin/Japanese . Ichi chansu wo ataemasu , neng gou zheng ming wo de cheng yi , but please don't try so hard to say goodbye to me.
Oyasuminasaii , Wan an , Good night
Koibito , lian ren , baby.
left before the lights came on at 9:33 AM
Friday, August 13, 2010
I'm still thinking
It really sucks when you have no place to hang around after school , because you know you'll have to take your books to study/revise. Suppose to be locked outside the house because some bitch had taken the house keys zZz . Luckily for me , nich invited me to his "last" jam for the o levels examination and was there to kill time . Okay the jamming session was freaking loud and was feeling really uncomfortable at that time , but they finally played a song which i could join nick in . HEY GIRL YOU KNOW YOU ME CRAZY~~
Sigh.. I really do not know what do i want now. I just want my other half to share some common interests and different ones; balanced . If one totally share the same interests as i have , it sure is boring without debates and conflicts . If two people totally share the same interests , why would you bother to find your other half if you know that you are doing what you can be done by yourself , not depending on each other . I am feeling really stressed and pressured right now , like really , i had subconsciously walk into a wall at home . The pressure on my shoulders; my bag consisted of a math TYS , jotter book , pencil case and a handful of notes had already felt like 20kg , i really do not know what's wrong with me already . Perhaps only YOU can save me from this plight right now . I'm not begging or pleading for you to come back or start afresh , but to prove i am TRUE . Fake smiles behind screwed emotions.
Kanashi i-otoko
left before the lights came on at 7:18 AM
Thursday, August 12, 2010
分手的那阵子。。
Yup, ever since that night, i've never met you on the streets. Today while aboard the bus , i had an instinct just before passing your school , that i would somehow or rather see you once more. And it happened . With such precision i looked into one direction and a familiar frame appeared .Seeing you from the bus , hopeless i was , i couldn't do anything but just look at you , more charming than before . How i wished that i could share that smile of yours . is it really over...
left before the lights came on at 6:26 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Sigh.
Reminiscing about the past , when you pecked me twice on both cheeks , simply trips me out to see how "lovey dovey" before. I don't know what made the change of feelings towards me but i swear i am totally true towards you . Though chances of us being back together again is really slim , but i am sitting right here , waiting , waiting for a miracle to happen . I have never blamed you for being unable to turn up for our scheduled dates , never blamed you for anything , but the mistake of inviting a third party into our relationship . True , i did get heated up that night , even the mirror beside me had turned foggy , because everything you said is totally unbearable for me to remain calm , so i had to retaliate a little. But little that i expect , things did not go the way i thought it to be , the worst scenario , breaking up . Sigh . Browsing through the photo album in my phone on random , came upon the photos of us together , my heart sunk upon seeing some of the shots . I really cherished every moment baby . I don't know how i managed to write all these , but i am sure i still can't get over you . I hope i will live to see the day you back by my side again . I'm waiting......
left before the lights came on at 7:08 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Hello
Hello!
It's been a long while since I had update this , low traffic blog .
Let's begin with saturday , went for pds rehearsal training late because i could not wake up despite the alarm ringing , haha. Met Shushun, Lester and Qingyong inside the Ncc room slacking alamak.. Had a few rehearsals which i think were okay , seriously need a lot more practices .. Took some videos of the rehearsals , even have small kids having fun in the room . Here's the link to the video . http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=1375015810872. After training , went to Hougang mall to have lunch at KFC , ate the most haha . Had lots of fun hanging out with them and i hope to do so in the near future .
This week have been tiring , study study and PDS rehearsals .. Oh , and i beat my previous records of number of pull-ups hehe , did 12 to break my previous of 11 ..
Today , had had the longest chemistry remedial woohoo , think i recouped all the lectures that i've missed . That's all for now , thank you for reading ..
Sign off , Noah
left before the lights came on at 8:03 AM
